the year was 2002. i just came out of a relationship that wasn't really a relationship. i wanted to find love, he was merely looking for opportunities to give his 'boys' a bit of an exercise. hey, no hard feelings. different people have different wants at different times in their lives. horny yes, but at least he was honest. no mystery there. "setan" on the other hand, was a completely different story.we met at a hari raya open house. good food, great company. i was immediately taken by him, pandai betul dia bercakap -- politics, history, religion -- semua dia sapu.
it was short and intense, 3 months give and take, but the relationship felt like a lifetime. we met every single day, talked about every single thing. i was NEVER bored. he said i was his girlfriend. yabedabedu. i was stoked.
i should have seen the signs. "why are you wearing your pagoda t-shirt in public? you're getting heavy, you should think about losing weight. my grandfather the datuk seri wants to meet me next week. can you please not stand like that, you're embarassing me." i've had fucked-up relationships before but what the hell did i get myself into this time around?
then it happened. the cheating. of course i was the only moron who didn't know about his "escapades." the man blamed asiaworks (yes, that damn expensive self-help workshop for gullible idiots who needed direction in their lives) for wanting out, calling me a "negative influence" in his life. and this coming from a person who only dated me because i was on tv. what a jackass.
am at a happy place in my life right now. but knowing that setan is still roaming around out there, handing out business cards, using his charm, prowess and dad's name to stake his next victim, gets my blood to a rapid boil.
ladies and gentlemen, that karma thing, does it ever work?
13 comments:
Lembu.
Pls send that 'setan' to that "Pusat Sedar Diri" as featured in my blog. I presume he can join the rest of the horny toads (man and women alike)there.
Who knows, he may get lucky with Linda Onn. That's karma for you babe!
BTW, that Spidey picture very the happening lah. Long fingers him. Mana ko curi?
let's hope karma hits him like a tsunami. send him viagra.
lembu,
yes lah... the dick is a great candidate for that "pusat tak sedar diri." the thing that really irks me is the fact that he's still ok, having a jolly good time with life, kaya lagi ada la!! what happened to words like "kalau buat jahat tuhan balas"... when is he ever gonna get the balasan?! mana aci dia still boleh happy2!!!
p/s cun kan spidey aku? aku curik kat flickr hehehehe:)
nicole,
i'll send him a shotgun, yeah that's what i'll do muhahahaha!!! btw, hows london?? am gonna head that way in july, so gimme me your contact details and we can definitely meet up!! yipeeeee... so excited!!!
hahaha...ya I hear abt him sometimes from Ash. I don't think he has bottom-out yet.
But like you sed, you are in your happy place now. And sorry to be corny, but his balasan will come later on...esp if he continues to screw around. Perhaps his balasan is as such that he gets wrapped up in hal-hal duniawi that he will never find redemption.
Where as you my dear, have moved on, become the bigger person...
nina,
whoever said am the "bigger" person?!! aku kalau boleh nak run him over every chance i get!!
so glad am now (only) surrounded by people who are the real deal -- inside and out.
Lembu.
One food for thought.
He may seem happy and rich on the outside....
But he may not be on the inside....
(at this point, think STDs.....)
Karma.
whoa gebu....
refresh my memory... did I miss this one???? who? heh? mana satu nih?
Have been reading your blog for awhile now - but can't remember where I came here from. Anyway, I won't need to add anything about "setan" BUT I would like to confirm that there's something seriously wrong with Asiaworks!! Well, maybe I shouldn't put it like that - there are some who went who came out okay, but an ex-business partner I had used to rant and rave about how changed his life was after asiaworks and how he had so much direction, etc etc - then in the end what does he do? He schemes behind my back with another ex-friend to boot me out of the business (lying about it all, on top of that), and has been scheming his way around with all kinds of maneuvers ever since. Mana integrity macam tu? Didn't they teach them that at asiaworks? Pelik.
lembu,
std??? i like... :) kalau kena strike by lightning lagi aku suker... kasi rentung sama dia!!!
pian,
am pretty sure i bitched abt him to you man. alah, yang panggil datuk sendiri "datuk seri" just so everyone around him knows the family got pangkat (not so much harta... muhahahaha!!). mamak, but orang taiping.
ada recall?
blabarella,
i think you came here thru hypenated L. yes, no??? either way i really have strong opinions about that damned asiaworks. so many of my friends kena dump or cheated on after their significant others masuk the program. integrity? that word was never part of their scheduled modules i bet. kalau dok diam2 takpe, ni mengusahkan orang lain. tu yang i tak puas hati tu.
man, am bitter. i need to do some shopping. hehehehe:)
Oh ya laa! Ms -L!! Will look out for the book you recommended!
i can't give you my contact details over the web!! nanti kena spam like crazy. will email you. you coming in july- YAY!!!!! Let's hope I get a job by then. Otherwise need to balik kampung.
I always believe in "what goes around, comes around". Jantan itu macam will get his share, don't worry about it. At least you found out about his "setan-ness" before it's too late. Then again, if I ever see your "mug-shot" in newspaper for running some so and so over, I'm sure you'll be the HERO!! Cheers!!!
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